Even if I really want to be with you, I’ve chosen not to try anything yet. And most people would tell me that this decision would be my biggest regret, but it’s okay.
I’d rather wait and wait til’ I know I’m ready to date than to go out there and expose myself to somebody I could have a great future with and totally blow it up because I wasn’t ready.
My mind, heart, and emotions are yet to be steady. They rush in my head especially when I’m on my bed and I hate it, because I know I can’t be the man for you right now.
I know the happiness we could bring each other could be at the top of the scales, but first I have to do the will of my savior who took my cross and my nails.
I’m not saying you’d be a distraction…
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